Round peg in a square hole

A commenter brought up a good point about not showing their true personality because it would make the partners realize that the summer wasnt a good fit with the firm.

I think this is true in any business. Most people arent really the type that fit in. They do so because its good for business, longevity, paying bills, etc. Thats why I was so shocked this weekend to see their true colors.

Another clerk felt the same way but was prepared to make it known that she didnt approve of the way some partners were behaving. A noble position, but not one to yield a job offer, at least from my point of view.

What a sad, capitalistic world we live in. And please, no comments about "only in America". I should have been a dentist.

The golf tournament

It was a fun weekend. Golfed 27 holes. Ate good food. Watched senior partners act like 15 year olds who had never drank before. It was kinda sad really. One even passed out at a bar we went to. Aside from that, it was nice to see the attorneys out of their normal skins. It amazes me how much better some people's personalities are when they arent in a restrictive environment. The most disheartening thing about it is to realize that someone you look up to might be a complete scumbag outside of work. Pretty much like the time I found out from a legitimate source that Michael Jordan cheated on his former wife.

Be prepared?

The boy scouts have had a shitty summer. First four of their leaders are electrocuted from lightning. Then a bunch of scouts got heat stroke at the summer jamboree. Then another group of them get struck by lightning again, killing another. You dont have to tell me twice. I hereby renounce my membership. Or at least the membership i had 15 years ago.

OOH Thats firm

Time to watch the new NBC lawyer reality show.

Get in your home. Dont you want to go home!

Today is the night before the annual attorney-clerk golf tournament. Everyone at the firm is ranked on a skill level, with teams of four being matched up. The teams are supposed to be pretty fair and are comprised of various skill levels and seniority levels. Im praying that I wont be paired with any senior or named partners. My golf game sucks. On the other hand, i bought a nice polo, so at least i will look good while I whiff the ball. More details on this event to follow. Lets just say that I bought bulletproof shoes, so there will be no shooting myself in the foot (i am not going to get too drunk and say something stupid).

Turned in an important memo yesterday, and apparently it didnt change the partner's life like I had hoped.

Look for a post saturday afternoon, unless the local jails are full of crap and dont in fact have wi-fi.

Surreal

Decided out of the blue to call my dream school and harass them for an answer regarding my transfer application. The deans assistant first told me that my file was on the deans desk and that i would be receiving an answer within a couple days. 5 minutes later the dean called to inform me that i was admitted. Amidst a rush of emotions, i told my fellow attorneys at the firm. Doing the lawyerly thing, they took me for drinks. I tried some expensive whiskey. Stick with Jack. It is much better.

It still hasnt sunk in. I just wanted to say thanks to my friends and family. Without you I couldnt have made it this far.

Saucer of Milk Table 2

I have to say thanks for all the people who commented on the last post. Y'all definitely made my afternoon enjoyable. The truth is that law school is just a joke, and the real test is the first 5 years of practice. Maybe check back here in 5 to see how I did.

Im finishing up an important memo that is going in front of two partners tomorrow. Also finishing up my first ever answer and third party complaint. It was easier than I thought.

Had lunch with the #1 named partner at the firm. He is a really nice guy considering he is practically a god in this town. Anyway, I had the ribeye.

Introspect

Working at the firm is cool. It just doesnt spark much for blogging lately. Went for drinks on Friday with quite a few associates. The theme of the day seemed to be bitter. Each were complaining about how there are better ways to make money than being a lawyer. Billable hours came up as the most hated part of practicing. Im that guy that always says, "not me" when I hear how others deal with things. I keep thinking i am invincible to the things that make lawyers hate practicing biglaw. Am I naive?

On a different note, its amazing how some of the worst situations can spawn a new outlook. I have a new outlook on making that special girlie in my life happy. I would tell you more about it but then one of you good looking readers might just copy it and call her up and steal her away from me.

failure

things are really fucked up right now. i have lost my woman. at this point, she probably wont even let me call her that. I do know one thing. She is a good woman. Ive learned that even if a good woman is partly wrong, she is still mostly right.

Now the sadness starts. I'm not even sure that i can get over her. She pretty much is the reason I try to succeed in life. I didnt used to think that, until i met her. She helped me through a long, rough, period of my life. How did I repay her? By transferring schools. By leaving her alone in the big city.

I find it ironic that I actually didnt think she would leave. She and I have some differences, but damn, im not sure that they arent anything but minor details in the way. She is so wonderful in so many ways, and i really f'ed up in showing her. What am I thinking? She could have any guy in the world and she used to want me.

The hardest part about dating someone so wonderful, is that nothing will ever add up. I truly found the most wonderful woman in the world and I didnt do enough to make her happy. I wouldnt even say that most of her standards were impossible. She is by far the sweetest, most caring girl. She doesnt have "issues" like most. She comforts me when im sad. She knows when to give me a hug. She knows when I just need a kiss on the cheek.

I am still amazed at my stupidity. I need her to know how wonderful she is, and I need her to know that I would do anything for her. If she needs me to prove it this time, I gladly will.

If you read this baby doll, im sorry. i truly am.

life (cinnamon)

some times things happen in a particular order that seem to go against what you are intending to happen. even the best plans can fail. when they do, i have learned that it is best to just drown your sorrows in whiskey and not eat for a weekend. or two.

perception

It amazes me how even with the best intentions someone still ends up hurt.

Wedding Crashers

Was hilarious, but by no means the next Old School. Vince Vaughn was great but the plot needed some bigger bones.

Blah Blah Blah

I spent the day reading coverage opinions and finishing a third party complaint. I was amazed to hear that they dont teach you how to write complaints at most law schools. This was verified by two other attorneys. Maybe you've heard differently?

Still waiting on my dream school to decide either way. If I was admitted I wouldnt have to pay tons-0-money to live in a nearby city. I wrote the Dean requesting an interview. I figure at this point, I have nothing to lose.

Blogging is so cliche these days.

perspective

I watched the early news while eating dinner with my family tonight. There was a touching story about a woman who was terminally ill with cancer who had a very short time to live left. The woman was raising her 3 year old daughter and trying to make as many journal entries, videos, cards, etc. before she passed away.

It made me think about how fortunate I am to be healthy and to have a wonderful family and network of friends. It made me happy to have such a wonderful and caring girlfriend.

All in all, it made me realize that even if I work 12 hour days, just to give my family a good life, that the privilege to do so is a greater privilege than most get. I need to take better steps to realize this.

The firm has been good lately, although the work load is slim. While this would be fine if I was on salary, I get paid per billable hour. Now that my credit card is paid off, the money I make in the next 4 weeks is all gravy.

I cant wait to get back to studying again. There. I said it.

Dont go away mad, just go away.

sorry folks. the show is over. thanks for watching.

I feel

numb

Harvard v. Cooley Round 2

The case settled. All in all, we won. I wouldnt necessarily say it was due to skill. More about the specific facts in this case. So for now, Harvard is ok in my book. Plus, ive been going to a lot of clerk functions lately and touting Cooley as a premier law school. Its hilarious to see the amazement on these stiff's face when they find out that a 4th tier law student got into a 1st tier school and had a 1l clerkship. Screw the rankings. They dont mean anything.

Cooley KO's Harvard in a long 12 round battle. Adrian!

Have i told you lately that i love you?

Nothing is particularly exciting lately. I find day to day at the firm to be mildly amusing, but my projects lately have been simple and mind numbing. Even more mind numbing is trying to think of something to share with the world on here. I dont talk about much of substance on here anyway. If any of you readers are considering proposing a book deal to me, nows your chance.

This blog's days are numbered.

Reef and Beef

That is what Australians call Surf and Turf. Also, I am sick of writing this blog.

war of the worlds

sucks.

She's all that

I just got back from visiting my sweetheart. I had the best weekend. When im with her, time is no concept. The entire weekend was one blur of happiness. We went to Cedar Point and rode the two tallest rollercoasters in the world. We lounged at the pool and enjoyed every second of eachother's company. It is hard to describe how I feel without her, other than sheer agony. I cant wait to see her again.